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New Day. @ Friday, July 23, 2010

I woke up this morning with my phone vibrating and ringing, urging me to wake up. I really didn't wanna fucking get up. I wanted to lay there so bad and just sleep and dream! But then I looked through my photos on my phone; they contain pictures that inspire me to get thin. And I thought, 'Well, fuck. I gotta get up. I have to get up.' I'm so proud of myself, you have no idea! I began my exercise at 5:20 and finished at about 7:30. Oh yeah.

What am I doing in those 2 hours and 20 minutes, you ask? Well for those of you who are curious here is my routine: 40 minutes on the stationary, 2 30 minute belly dancing videos, and about... 15 minutes stretching. I'm also trying to increase my flexibility whilst losing the weight.

In reference to what I said earlier, I feel I need to make a correction. I'm not necessarily trying to get 'thin'. I don't like that word. Thin, in my eyes, is this:



Ew.


I don't want to be thin. At the same time, I do not want to be average. I want to be able to be toned and still be curvy. I like my ass. I like my boobs. I want to keep those. But I want to lose the disgusting love handles and the jiggly, cellulite-y thighs AND the flabby arms. Simply put, I want this:



'There's no such thing as perfection.' Bull shit. Have you seen that body? Kelly Brooke has the perfect body. I shouldn't compare mine to hers or want to be exactly like her, but HAVE YOU SEEN THAT BODY!? This is what I want. Not anorexic thin. Kelly Brook curvy, baby.

Right now I weigh 186.6 lbs. I where a size L in tops and a sizes 18 in pants. I want to get down to 170 by August 28, 2010 wearing a size M in tops and a size 14 in pants.

I plan on walking after camp (I'll explain later) for 40 minutes, going 2.3 miles and then doing a 30 minute pilates video. I'm on my way, Kelly.

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